I want to write more.

so many thoughts have been running through my head and i am trying to hold onto everything until i can sit down at a computer and share them. i cannot do it from my cell phone so my next entry will probably be very lengthy as i go back a few days and rehash all that has happened. all my thoughts as it happened.

as kind of a personal note for when i do get a chance, these are the things i would like to address...

opening the envelope

burial plots

signs from matthew

the facts

noah

the first sight

returning a call of matts

future plans

and i am sure much much more as i get to writing. for now, i will just say that i am holding on but missing him so much with all my heart.