Silly texts and a love letter

Last week, I was skimming over our text conversations on Matt's phone. A few of them made me laugh (like the baby name one I already posted).

Thu, Mar 10, 2011, 11:05 AM

S: I’m going to get good mood food for lunch

M: That commercial obviously worked.

Thu, Mar 10, 2011, 2:19 PM

S: Awww everyone here at work gave me a little baby sprinkle

M: I have no idea what that means

Tue, Mar 22, 2011, 11:51 AM

S: I had a dream that I got sucked into Crystal Lake and it was crazy wavy and you jumped in and saved me and brought me back to shore.

M: Sounds right

Wed, Mar 30, 2011, 9:26 AM

M: Noah is so cute when he gets to daycare. Veronica asks him if he wants to sit for some food and he sits down in his little chair and is all sweet

Thu, Mar 31, 2011, 5:16 PM

S: Bring your pillows if you want too

S: Don’t forget sheets or blankets or whatever lol

S: Could you also bring me a loofah?

M: On my way. Want candy too?

That was when I was at the hospital with Chloe and Matt went home to visit Noah before he came back to the hospital to spend the night.

Fri, May 6, 2011

S: I was thinking we could plan for a nice big Disney trip in three years and then after that, depending on our financial situation we could either try for a third or adopt a sib set

M: Omg

I love that last one. Dreams of the future that will now never be. Pretty amazing how quickly things can change. Matt's reaction is pretty priceless. I don't think he thought that far ahead, lol.

Someone was kind enough to send to me a love letter that Beethoven wrote.

-- The Third Letter
on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours